ugh i miss my old house =( ... even if it IS only for 2 months i'm away from it.
i feel so dirty there. and my room is so dark. also i'm irritated no one is ever home to sign for my package.

i'm coordinating all these dumb "outreach events" for kids that pay like thousands of dollars to spend liek a week at uc berkeley. one day they come to us and we talk to them about our differnet professions. Its discouraging to see that they are so close minded about what profession they watn to go in. I' m pretty sure they are all "health care oriented" but in the end they all just want to be DOCTORS. LAME. I got asked this question today ... "i know its a stereotype... but is there any truth to the saying that dental school is for peopel who c an't get into med school." poop on your face. 7% acceptance rate, betch!

anyways, that shit takes way too much planning and they aren't even disadvantaged or anything. whatever. and then i was late to lab and i forgot to tell my pi about it the day before so i sent an email at like 9 somethign saying i would be about an hour late... and then i get this response thats like ... thats fine tim, but in the future give me more notice. WTF like it eve N MATTERS if i'm there. its so dumb. today i got there and did nothing except sit on my chair. and then i am like restricted from talking to the other person in my lab bec my pi gets "jealous" lol. he went int othe room and then the girl said something funny to me and i laughed.. .then he yells liek DONT TALK BEHIND MY BACK. please grow up, you are 40. and he tells the same stories. its like putting up with old man.

i swam the other day and now my groins hurt and i smell like pool. it is very confusing.

annnnnnnnnnd i'm in a dumb comptuer lab rigth now bec i ahve no internet and home ... which makes me realize how dependent i am on internet ... kinda sad hahahaha

goign to canada (toronto) at the end of july!
goign to la this weekend!